I met a guy reccently who is tall, attractive, and personable. I met a guy who I had a stalker crush on all of second year. He invited me to go snowboarding with his friends last weekend and I eagerly accepted, at least for the prospect of fresh powder and a fun time.
But now I’m trying to be resolved in my decision to not see him for the next week. To try not to think about him too much or obsess about him too much because I don’t want to be hurt again. I don’t want to be the one who’s in love with someone who’s just along for the ride.
I want someone real, someone honest, someone committed. And there are so many things wrong with him that I can’t see us staying together.
Plus I’ll be leaving in another 6 months for the UK. I’ll be out of the country for another year, again. I am never in the same place for long enough time to make a relationship worthwhile.
And it hurts that I am still scarred by your words. Why can’t I move on?
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